I’m back in SF for law school. I was anxious over the weekend to be back in school after a year off. I took an ativan with a mixed drink in my apartment and I woke up angry in a holding cell.
WHAT THE FUCK.
Whenever I am a step ahead in right direction I get loose with sobriety and up getting in more trouble than ever. It been a good 5 days since now and I am in better shape but the incident has left me with scratches and bruises all over. I pray there will be no charges and that it was just a drunk in public. I am scared that this stupid incident that I cant remember with draw out to be something realllllllly bad.
Actually just talking about it is making me anxious but I know this is something I am going to have to face and tell someone who can help I just dont know where to look.
Anyway things are looking up and school is getting well and I am back on the wagon.
Vices v. Virtues (2013) 